To the Cross and Back

My 8 year old, many Easters ago: "Mom, don't you think this Resurrection thing is a little far-fetched."

Me: "Absolutely, which is exactly why I believe it. "

And so began a beautiful conversation about miracles and mysteries and faith and not being afraid to ask questions. I was so proud that my little one was really thinking about all of Easter and not just taking my word for it.

I believe that we often don't allow ourselves enough room to question what we've learned or observed in the media. Much of our attention is directed towards the tangible, the realistic, and the practical. We need to make more space for miracles, the supernatural, and the grace to change our minds and hearts, which can be a miracle in itself, especially considering how stubborn we can be.

As I have journeyed through Holy Week, I have felt the weight of what's happening in the world now, which has many similarities to the days when Jesus walked among us:

• Sometimes the same people that shout "Hosanna in the Highest" shout "Crucify Him." Some even claim to be a king. #iykyk

• People are quick to identify themselves with Jesus when he overturns the tables in the temple; they're not so quick to see themselves as the money changers. People cling to righteous anger only to overlook how hard they make it for the poor and the poor in spirit to come to worship. Mercy always triumphs over judgement.

• We live in a cancel culture with mob mentality and it's on both sides of the aisle. Standing in the middle doesn't mean you don't have an opinion, it just means the path you take isn't always a straight line.

• We'd rather break bread than wash feet because it gets really messy. Sometimes we serve the Lord on our own terms, defining the word "neighbor" in the way that works best for us.

• The people we love betray us. Even if we see it coming, the betrayal is devastating.

And, in the midst of all the chaos, then and now, Jesus says:

Serve.

Remember.

Love.

Believe.

Forgive.

Love.

Wait.

Hope.

Tell your story.

Love.

When I take time to sit with myself and allow space for questions, mysteries, and miracles, I'm reminded that God is working in a divine way, even if it's not visible to me. (Seriously, only God can help us.) While people manipulate scripture and use God for political purposes, I feel Jesus is telling me, "Follow me. Bring your questions and confusion to me. I am making all things new. Meanwhile, love everyone without exception." Humans can be so complex and tiring, myself included. I've found much more peace as I've started to simplify my life. What do I believe? "Love God. Love your neighbor as yourself." Let's be honest, practicing this belief EVERY. SINGLE. DAY. is nothing short of a miracle. (On a side note- I literally thank God when He gives me the words to speak and I'm equally thankful when he SHUTS MY MOUTH. )

God's love stretches to the cross and back.

If you've lost someone close to you, than you know because of Jesus, that love is stronger than death.

If you're on a quest to be a good human, then you know that love requires sacrifice.

If you're feeling lost, left behind or apathetic, God's love will find the open space in your heart and mind. #justaskme

In a season of new beginnings, my prayer is to remain steadfast in creating spaces for miracles and mysteries and questions and to slow myself down long enough to see and experience what God is showing me.

Now, my little one, has a little one and I can't wait until she asks me, "Nana, what's up with this resurrection business?"